Two weeks ago we were putting the finishing touches on our trip to Maui to see our son get married and to spend time with family. Now we are on complete lockdown and the only view of my son I'm going to see is through Facetime (and BTW, I'm so thankful for technology that can keep me in contact with my loved ones during this crazy time!).
So my initial reaction to this crisis was to retreat. And not just retreat as in #stayhome, I say that to mean that I crawled into a ball, completely fell apart emotionally, and let worry and anxiety take over. I let all of the media and the franticness of the world completely envelope me and you guys, it wasn't good. Every ten minutes checking my phone, constantly wondering what was going to happen next, and honestly not getting anything accomplished.
The other day I decided I'd had enough. I got up and got some exercise. I did some projects around the house, and I spent some intentional time with my quarantined family. I also decided I was going to spend some extra time reading my bible, listening to our church sermon on Facebook and doing some self care. This made a huge difference in one thing...my attitude. I realized that although the world is in turmoil, and our country is basically on lockdown...my attitude was the only thing I could change or have control over.
I'm definitely not saying that Monday hasn't been a struggle of it's own. It's gloomy out, I'm working in some chaotic surroundings and attempting to navigate homeschooling my middle school child, who would rather be sleeping. But I am keeping that negative, anxious attitude in check...trying to balance my thoughts and emotions with hope and positive thought. Even if that means standing up from my makeshift desk every few minutes and taking a look outside at the spring growth, or giving Ayden and Jason a hug, or checking in on my mom or my sister...something to remind me that I'm not alone in this. You are not alone in this. This to shall pass (Lord please let it be sooner than later!) In the meantime I am going to keep posting about fun outfits, good sales, and beauty tips! Hope you can follow along!
Love you all!
I relate to this post so much! I too had to make a shift in my attitude this week. I choose to find the little things in my day that spark joy. When I’m in a good place mentally, I can better support my loved ones. Congrats on your Blog! Looking forward to following along! xx